Morning is for sleeping

don´t want to wake up

„Morning is for sleeping“. This part of Coldplay´s song Cemeteries in London sounds in my head while waking up at 4:30 am. Waking up early in the morning is problematic for me since my childhood and it didn´t change when I grew up. Unfortunately, I have to do it because I need to catch a bus which takes me to the capitol city, where I work.

„Morning is for sleeping“. I still can´t get it out of my head. It´s cold, I am walking to the bus station and feeling angry because my alarm disturbed me from my sweet dreams. I am walking and all I need to do is persuade my body that waking up is the best thing that could ever happen to me.

don´t want to wake up
I am trying to concentrate on the fresh breeze and I cannot wait to sit in the bus. It´s my favorite part of a morning (and also the only one I like). There is nothing more relaxing for me than sleeping in the bus and listening to music. This one hour of travelling gives me more energy than coffee or a black tea.

The journey back is the same. I am sleeping in the bus and I am enjoying it. It helps me to forget the job and prepare for the other part of the day, which is my free time.
After this, I come back home with a feeling that waking up is not so bad and I will start to like it very soon.

This feeling lasts till the next morning, when I need to wake up again at 4:30, walk to the bus station when it´s snowing and then be able to work in spite of being tired. I am trying to make friends with earliness, but it doesn´t work. It doesn´t want to be friends with me.

morning is for sleeping
I don´t expect that our relationship will ever change, but I am okay with it. Anyway, I will always think that the morning was made for sleeping…

i want to sleep

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The author of the attached pictures is Nishe and I used them because they exactly describe mornings, when I really don´t want to wake up :).

Naivné ráno

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naivné ráno verí
v priaznivý koniec dňa

oči ešte snívajú
o vyhriatej perine,
o kvapke kávy,
ktorá zmení svet

prsty stúpajú na
chladnú podlahu
a nás v ten deň
už nič lepšie nečaká

večer nám dá facku,
noc uštedrí nám dve,
ale my ráno zas a znova
naivne vstávame

zaviažeme kravaty,
dosnívame sen
s úsmevom kráčame
poslední do práce

Debata pri víne

Wine & glasses

po kvapkách vína
poviem ti
čo som mala včera na sebe

keď odo dna delí už len
posledný dúšok,
poznáš moje najtajnejšie prianie

a keď tá fľaša prázdna túla sa po stole,
vieme, že otvorením ďalšej
začína sa večerná terapia

a psychológ je zrazu každý,
aj ten chlap odvedľa,
ktorého už nikdy neuvidíme

noc však končí ránom, keď
napíšem ti
čo som dnes mala na raňajky

wine glasses Víno Nitra wine, b&w

Čajové rána

Mám nový ranný rituál. Či skôr závislosť? Bez rannej šálky čaju už hádam ani nevyjdem z domu. Občas som dokonca nervózna, keď ráno odídem bez toho, aby som ho stihla vypiť. Keď ma čaká stresujúci deň, teším sa aspoň na ráno, kedy si budem môcť posedieť pri šálke dobrého sypaného zeleného čaju. Som rada, že si vo svojom, občas trochu zmätenom živote, nájdem čas aspoň na nejaký rituál 🙂

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